The Plan...

I start my day, week month, year, life and afterlife with a plan.. im just one of those people i guess, if im not DOING something, im PLANNING something. Now i know that could be said of many people but for me this is actually a "Thing" that i do, i will wake up in the morning, and before i even know it, before my pants are on honestly, i have some plan forming of how the morning/day is going to go.
Ok you say, when i get out of bed i say "im gonna go bathroom, then eat some breakfast" and your thinking, thats a plan right? well not really, see the difference is that i attach priority and importance to things aswell, and because of my responsibility in life (so many) certain things have to be done in a certain order...

But that is all somantics, i had a plan for this blog, i had a plan for getting up this morning, and i have a plan for what to do when im done here, if i dont, i keep going till i do :)

But the point of this post is ... i form plans so fast that you could never guess that i had one, or what it is ... i don't pull out a pad and start jotting notes, i just form it, in the space of a few thoughts i have semi-cohesive plan, and damn you if you get in the way .

This is problem now, i form a plan before anyone else even gets out of bed, and they are tentative ill admit, but i defend them with attitude when someone goes to intercede with it. More than once i have gotten the "Fuck-its" when someone (i wont mention her name :) said "don't forget "insert minute detail i fogot here"" and i've replied with an exasperated "BAH" cause before my pants were even on, the plan had to change... This I have decided is definitely not a plus to my personalit matrix and is something i should consider changing ... ill make a plan to do that in the future ;)